| Wow, it's been a good month or so since I've updated.. I hope everyone's been doing well~!1
Over the past few months, my mind has been on what's going to happen this summer and perhaps even the next few years in my life. s3x will be going to Taiwan this summer and will be focused on getting a contract with a Record/ Management Company. If it works out, maybe I won't come back for a couple of years, maybe the next time will be on tour.. who knows.. cuz I don't xP.
With that, not only do I have to figure out now, the type of performer/role model I want to be, but also understand that the person that I am choosing is someone that I will have contempt with for the next few years. There will mostly be a set personality that I will have to act, dress and live 24/7. Seems like a dream-come-true to some, but to someone like me, I'm worried that I'll get too bored being one thing, or I'll just go crazy.
Until then though, there is always this other road that I want to travel on, where I can focus on school and business and become a student entrepreneur. Everyday, I see students heading to interviews, or working out a new business plan or getting calls about how their inventory isn't selling. I really want to plunge into that world and incorporate things that I'm learning in class, network with people that have the same interests, use the resources that are offered in this school. But with time constraints from school, s3x, club organizations and events, E-Tower commitments, friends, work at the office, rehearsals and working out, starting a new business venture will just cause everything else to collapse. With the stress that I am have now, I can't even imagine what would happen. lolz..
*sigh* I am just hoping that what ever happens this summer, it will be the right thing for me. Doors will open and hopefully I'll walk into the right ones. I just thank the many of you that have been there for me, whether its chilling, telephone calls, IM's or even lil messages on facebook. Thank you for making me who I am today. I know I haven't always been there for every event or hangout but thank you so much for your patients! =)
I luv you all and GL with the rest of the semester or with the job, just let me know if you ever want to chill or share a funny joke. And if you ever do need me, I will try my bestest to be there.
*Muahz*
<3 Gracie ^_^ |
